Its very hard for me to be indiferent towards her for a long time but some days ago she made me went through hell, it was a complete dead end and there i realized that may be i need to stop obsessing over her..
She is my muse, its obvious.. Every female character of mine has her face, its also obvious but i guess i need to seperate love from muse.. I will write her the same as before but i will be reluctant to think about her, to be intense and devotional toward her.. Will i suceed, will i not, i have no idea but i am not going to be off guard for a long time because no matter how much i love her i cant allow her to destroy my piece of mind, to destroy me as a whole..
Let me be the writer and she be my muse.. let that be all….
musingssss 